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REFLECTIONS FROM THE HEART AND MIND

30/8/08

WHAT A WAY

VALUES.
DO YOU REALLY APPLY THEM, STICK TO THEM EVERY DAY?
HAVING THEM INSIDE IS GOOD. BUT NOT THOUSE ONES THAT CAME FROM THE FORMAL EDUCATION OR AT HOME, I MEAN THEY HAVE TO BE RATIONALIZED, METICULOUSLY ANALIZED BY OUR CONSCIENCE AND THEN TAKEN TO THE FIELD, THIS LAST ONES ARE THE BEST YOU MIGHT HAVE.
WHEN THE TIME COMES TO USE THEM, DO WE JUST "SLIDE THEM UNDER THE CARPET" AND HIDE THEM FROM US SO WE DON'T HAVE TO FEEL ASHAMED OF OURSELVES?.
I TRULY WANT TO BELIVE IN PEOPLE THAT THERE IS A BALANCE BETWEEN GOOD AND EVIL.
YOU CAN HAVE VALUES, BUT IF YOU DON'T PRACTICE PREMEDITATED GOOD ACTIONS AND AVOID THIS KIND OF THINGS, YOU ARE NOT CONTRIBUTING YOUR "GRAIN OF SAND" TO MAKE A BETTER WORLD. NOT EVEN CLOSE.
LOOKFOR THE OPORTUNITY.
SECOND CHANCES ARE ACCEPTABLE. WE ALL NEED THEM. WE ALL KNOW IT IS SIMPLY NECESARY FOR ALL OF US TO HAVE THEM IN OUR LIVES, GRANT YOURSEF AND OTHERS SECOND CHANCES, IT IS ONE OF THE MOST PRESTIGIOUS VALUES THERE ARE.
REMEMBER, "YOU'LL GET WHAT YOU GIVE".
THAT'S A FACT THAT WILL MAKE OTHERS THINK, WHAT A WAY !!!!! I WANT TO DO IT THAT WAY TOO...!!!!!

29/8/08

NO EXCUSES




THERE IS ALWAYS A YIN FOR A YANG, RIGHT?, AS THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE WHO IS DEFENDING OR EXCUSING SOME OTHERS FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO MAKE ANY PROGRESS IN THEIR LIVES, THOSE WHO REFUSE TO BE HAPPY AND DON'T KNOW IT'S ENTIRELY UP TO THEM.
HERS' THE THING. REMEMBER THE BALANCE WHO KEEPS US OCCUPIED, THE BALANCE THAT LETS THE EARTH ROLL ON ITS AXE AT 1500 KM/hr.
JUST LIKE THAT BALANCE, WE HAVE ONE HERE. ITS MORE THAN OBVIOUS.
TELL ME THAT WE HAVE FEET TO STAY AT HOME ALL DAY LONG LAYING ON THE COUCH INSTEAD OF WALK OUT THE DOOR AND FACE OUR REALITY, OUR PROBLEMS.
THE TREES HAVE ROOTS, RIGHT?, THEY CAN'T FACE THEIR REALITY ANY OTHER WAY BUT STANDING STILL RIGHT WHERE THEY GREW UP.
THE ONES THAT NEED TO BE EXCUSED FOR EVERYTHING BECAUSE "LIFE IS NOT FARE TO THEM" OR SIMPLY BECAUSE THEY CHOOSE THE EASY WAY OUT FOR EVERY AND EACH PROBLEM THAT POPS UP.
LET ME TELL YOU THAT THERE IS NO POSIBLE EXCUSE FOR ME. I AM TIRE OF PEOPLE THAT EXCUSES THEMSEVES BECAUSE THEY CHOOSE THE EASY WAY, THE SIMPLE WAY, AND JUST KEEP FAILING ONE TIME BEHIND ANOTHER.

" IT'S NOT MY FAULT"..... THEY SAY...... GIVE ME A BREAK!!!!!.

OK. I'LL GIVE THOUSE ONES ONE MORE CHANCE BECAUSE THEY DIDN'T REALIZED THAT THE WORLD WAS SPINNING AROUND WITHOUT STOPPING, THAT THE GRAVITY IS HOLDING US TOGETHER IN THIS WORLD, THEY DIDN'T KNOW THAT THEY WERE NOT SUPOSED TO LIVE LIKE TREES.
SURE, IT'S NOT EASY TO ASOCIATE THE VELOCITY, THE CONSTANT MOVEMENT IN THE UNIVERSE, WITH THE FACT THAT IF WE EXCUSED OURSELVES FROM THAT REALITY, WE ARE JUST BREAKING THE VERY ESSENSE OF EXISTANCE. CHANGE, FOR GOD'S SAKE. CONSTANT CHANGE. EVERY SECOND EVERY MOVE.
BUT IF WE DON'T FOLLOW THIS OBVIOUS PATTERN IN OUR LIFES.... IT IS MORE THAN LIKELY THAT DEPRESSION AND UNHAPPINESS WILL TRAPED US EVENTUALLY.
FIND THE CHANGE YOU NEED !!!!!! IT WILL SET YOU FREE

13/8/08

SECOND HAND LOVE


can we have a love relationship with a dignify love behaviour? that means trust him/her like if you were 70 years old but with an active and good sex life. (trust 100%.)
is our love full of conditions? do we really want our partner to be happy? we all share a kind of love which is not entirely love, it's a mix of our fears, our doubts, our insecurities, and above all ; our egoism, selfishness.
the man or woman who has developed this kind of love, can not believe that his/her love is dignify.
not even dignifyed enough to call it "love", it's a "second hand love" it's actually low love.
we do love, of course. but don't fool yourselves thinking that it's pure and desinterested.
to reach that kind of behaviour you will have to learn to trust 100% your partner and yourself, realize that you are allways putting your interests first before the other's happyness.
the worst thing is that we all know that, but we are just not good enough "loving" to admit it.
it's simple to predict the ending here....
Disappointment you'll get when you give a "second hand love" and it will probably get worst eventually.
don't fool yourself anymore !!!!!!

NOW I UNDERSTAND


ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.

I GOT IT NOW, THE MULTINATIONAL COMPANYS AND THE MONOPOLY IN THIS SOCIETY ARE GETTING FAT WITH THE 2008 WORLD CRISIS.
2 BANKS HAVE BEEN CLOSED DOWN IN U.K. . THEY HAVE DECLARED THEMSEVES BROKE.
BANCARROTA !! YES BANKRUPCY. AND YOU KNOW HOW LONG WILL IT TAKE THE BANKS HERE IN SPAIN TO FOLLOW THAT INEVITABLE HAPPENING ?
WELL I KNOW, NEXT YEAR WE WILL DOUBLE THAT NUMBER OR MORE.
BUT FOR NOW LET'S JUST STICK WITH THIS SMALL THINGS, FOR INSTANCE, THE HOTEL ( "PLAZA CABANA" IN NERJA, MALAGA, SPAIN,)MANAGER AND OWNER HAD BEEN ROBBING THEIR EMPLOYEES FOR AGES, MAKING THEM WORK 6 DAYS WITH A CONTRACT OF 5 DAYS A WEEK. FORCING THEM TO DO EXTRA-HOURS BECAUSE THERE'S JUST NOT ENOUGH PERSONAL TO DO A PROPER JOB.
BUT THAT'S JUST NOTHING COMPARED WITH THE FACT THAT THE OWNER HIMSELF FACE EACH AND EVERY EMPLOYEE IN THE ENTIRE HOTEL AND THREATEN THEM OF BEING FIRED IF THEY VOTE FOR THE "UGT" CANDIDATE WHO IS NOT THE ONE THEY HAVE CHOSEN. OF COUSE IS SOMEONE WHO WON'T SAY ANYTHING ABOUT THE REALITY OF THE WORK CONDITIONS THERE.

"U.G.T" IS THE THE UNION. AND THEY ARE VOTING FOR A DELEGATE WHO REPRECENTS THEM IN THE TRADE UNION MEETINGS.
THIS IS A USUAL THING IN SMALL TOWNS, IN 2008 SOUTHER SPAIN.
YOU MIGHT NOT BE SURPRISED IF YOU ARE IN URUGUAY WITH THIS KIND OF THINGS BUT HERE, EUROPE 2008, GIVE ME A BREAK !!!
I'D BET YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE URUGUAY IS !!! AND THIS IS ONLY THE BEGINNING SPAIN IS GOING DEEP DOWN.

11/8/08

SO FAR FROM RIGHT


ONE LIFE SERCHING AGAINST 10.000 INERT LIFES.

WE ONLY HAVE 3 BASIC MONLOGUE TOPICS IN OUR DAILY CHATTING, FOOD, WEATHER AND COST OF LIFE TRANSLATED IN DOLARS OR €. WHAT ELSE CAN WE TALK ABOUT, AND WHY?

O YES !!! SEX AND DROGS FOR THE YOUNG PEOPLE, SURE. PARTY, WHERE TO GO.

RIGHT. AND MAY BE SOME COMPLAINING TO DO ABOUT WORK AND FAMILY.

LET ME TELL YOU SOMTHING, IF ONLY WE WERE CAPABLE OF GOING INWARDS SOME TIME A DAY WE WOULD REALIZE THAT ALL OF THOSE TOPICS ARE JUST EMPTY. YES I SHOULD HAVE SUMERIZED IT IN SMALL TALK. MEANNINGLESS, IDIOTIC, FORMAL SMALL TALK.

O RIGHT, THER'S ATIME FOR REFLECTION AND A TIME TO RELAX.

THE PROBLEM HERE IS THAT WE ASOCIATED RELAXING WITH SMALL TALK IT ALLREADY BECAME A RULE IN EVERY SOCIETY.

OVER ALL IN YOUNG ONES.

JUDGING OURSELVES LOOKING FOR OUR DEEPEST SECRETS MIGHT PUT US INTO THE ELITE OF SERCHERS AND GET US AWAY FROM INERT LIFES.

7/8/08

NO GOD, NO SOUL


SOUL, NO PROOF ABOUT THAT, GOD, NOTHING BUT BOOKS OR BELIEVES IN HIS FAVOUR. FREEDOM, WELL THAT MIGHT GIVE US SOME PERSPECTIVE HERE.
IS IT POSIBLE THAT I HAVEN'T LEARN NOTHING TODAY? WAIT! WHAT ABOUT THE WILL FOR KNOWLEDGE. I AM WILLING, ISN'T THAT ENOUGH?
NO WAY. WILL WITHOUT MOTIVATION GIVES NO PATH TO WALK THROUGH THE VALLEY OF EVOLUTION.
EVERY DAY COUNTS !!! YES BUT IT'S TOO HARD... DO I HAVE TO LEARN A LESSON EVERY DAY?
YOU 'D BETTER GET SOMEONE WHO GIVES YOU THE INSPIRATION YOU NEED SOON.
BECAUSE, NO GOD, WILL TELL YOU WHAT TO DO WHEN THE TIME OF TROUBLE COMES.
NO SOUL WILL GIVE YOU A WAY OUT.
NO REASONING WILL SOLVE YOUR PROBLEM.
THE PRACTICE MAKES THE MASTER.
IF YOU GET USE TO POSPONEMENT, THE FAMOUS " I' LL DO IT TOMORROW "
YOU'LL BE WAISTING YOUR FREEDOM, YOUR CHANCE TO EVOLVE. THE PRACTICE OF THE EVERY DAY LEARNING EXPERIENCE IS THE KEY TO NEED NO GOD OR SOUL. BECAUSE THEY EXIST ONLY WHEN THE HEART AND MIND ARE NOT AT EASE.

FREEDOM COMES FROM YOUR STATE OF MIND AND HEART.
BE AWARE THAT IF YOU ARE NOT CAPABLE OF MAKING YOURSELF HAPPY. YOU ARE NOT FREE. AND HAPPYNESS IS AN EVERY DAY AND FULL TIME JOB.

6/8/08

RIDE THROUGH THE DARK SIDE




RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME HE DROPED DEAD, PEOPLE SURROUNDED US IN A SECOND.
THIS A SMALL TOWN IN ANDALUCIA, SPAIN.
I THOUGHT; DO THIS PEOPLE REALLY CARE OR THEY ARE JUST FEEDING THEIR MORBID CURIOSITY. I KNOW C.P.R. BUT I JUST STOOD THERE STANDING STILL.
IT'S BEEN FIVE YEARS NOW SIENCE I ARRIVED HERE.
BACK HOME IN ANOTHER SMALL TOWN I WOULD HAVE JUMPED ONTO THE PERSON S CHEST AND BEGUN C.P.R. WITHOUT EVEN THINKING ABOUT IT, BUT HEY... THAT WAS ANOTHER ME.
I AM MORE SOFISTICATED NOW, MORE MATURE, MORE MONEY, MORE BOOKS IN MY HEAD, MORE FORMAL AND WITH THE FORMALITY CAME THE HIPOCRESY. AND I FOUND MYSELF IN THIS SITUATION DOING ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. IT'S BEEN TWO YEARS NOW SINCE THAT HAPPENING. I CAN FORGET WHAT I DIDN'T DO. I AM SORRY.
IS THIS WORLD THAT CHANGES US IF WE'RE NOT AWARE ENOUGH, AND THE CHANGE IS SUBTIL, GENTILE, PROGRESIVE, AND IT'S PERFECTLY POLISHED BY OUR BELOVED PEOPLE AND THE ONES ABOVE.
HAVE I EVOLVED IN SOME WAY? ARISTOTELES SAYS WE PEOPLE DON'T DO THAT.
NO WAY, THAT'S WRONG, BUT WHERE ARE WE EVOLVING TO? TO SOMETHING GOOD OR MAY BE EXACTLY THE OPPOSITE.
I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT DEAD MAN'S FACE. I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING NOW, WAIT FOR ANOTHER CHANCE TO PROVE ME, AND FOLLOW MY HEART.

STOP BEING WRONG


evolving in biology takes ages, cience goes so fast i can stop bying tecnology it really helps, it's obiously clear we're going foreward in that direction.
but evolution inside our heads, not the brain itself, but the consciousness. it must have got something to do with it, with our evolution i mean.
we're just passing by in this life, wainting for ilumination that will not come unless we cultivate our minds our hearts, our consciusness, actually; meditating and judging ourselves every step of the way, not just reacting for any controversy we encouter in our paths.
yes, think twice. is that that much to ask?
stop being a child and, do not react against life, acting being yourself is different, but not from your anger, or your selfpittyness, don't act from your coward side, from your fears, act from your other you, from the one who is whatching the whole picture, from the one who is calm and centered and knows he is not re-acting but acting, is stepping foreward and being honest with himself.
acting not re-acting.
remember

R WE IN BALANCE


IN BETWEEN ASESINATION AND BRAIN SURGERY OUR LIVES PEND IN BALANCE.
WE MIGHT NOT SEE IT, BUT IS THERE.
FOR EVERY MURDER HERE, THERE'S A WOMAN SAVED FROM BEING RAPED AND KILLED SOMEWHERE. THAT SAVIOUR WAS NOT EVEN CONSCIOUS OF HIS ACT, HE DIDN'T EVEN KNEW IT WAS HAPPENNING 5 METER AWAY FROM HIM, IN THE ALLEY.
LIKE GRAVITY HOLD US TOGETHER IN THIS UNKNOWN UNIVERS, BALANCE HERE ON EARTH KEEP US OCUPIED.
ANGRY AND POORING RAGE, I SCREAM TO MY BELOVED PEOPLE WHO I HURT WITH MY UNCONTROLED BEHAVIOR.
2 TIMES COLLEGE DROP OUT, I STILL REMAIN A STUDENT.
NOT EASY TO SAY BUT EASY TO DO IS THE PRIMAL ACT OF HUMANS,
HAVE NO WORRYS TODAY, BECAUSE LOVE IS STILL HERE IF YOU LET IT ENTER!! .
LOVE AND COMPASION AGAINST HATE AND MADNESS
THE EARTH IS ROTATING AT 1600 KM/Hr IT WONT GO NO WHERE FOR NOW UNTIL IT DOES. WHAT I MEAN IS BALANCE IS OUT THERE NOW, BUT TOMORROW MAY NOT.
DON'T TAKE NOTHING FOR GRANTED.
CHANGE IS A CONSTANT APPLYED TO HUMANS, ENJOY NOW, FIND YOUR BALANCE NOW BECAUSE TOMORROW WILL BE TO LATE.