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REFLECTIONS FROM THE HEART AND MIND

6/8/08

RIDE THROUGH THE DARK SIDE




RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME HE DROPED DEAD, PEOPLE SURROUNDED US IN A SECOND.
THIS A SMALL TOWN IN ANDALUCIA, SPAIN.
I THOUGHT; DO THIS PEOPLE REALLY CARE OR THEY ARE JUST FEEDING THEIR MORBID CURIOSITY. I KNOW C.P.R. BUT I JUST STOOD THERE STANDING STILL.
IT'S BEEN FIVE YEARS NOW SIENCE I ARRIVED HERE.
BACK HOME IN ANOTHER SMALL TOWN I WOULD HAVE JUMPED ONTO THE PERSON S CHEST AND BEGUN C.P.R. WITHOUT EVEN THINKING ABOUT IT, BUT HEY... THAT WAS ANOTHER ME.
I AM MORE SOFISTICATED NOW, MORE MATURE, MORE MONEY, MORE BOOKS IN MY HEAD, MORE FORMAL AND WITH THE FORMALITY CAME THE HIPOCRESY. AND I FOUND MYSELF IN THIS SITUATION DOING ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. IT'S BEEN TWO YEARS NOW SINCE THAT HAPPENING. I CAN FORGET WHAT I DIDN'T DO. I AM SORRY.
IS THIS WORLD THAT CHANGES US IF WE'RE NOT AWARE ENOUGH, AND THE CHANGE IS SUBTIL, GENTILE, PROGRESIVE, AND IT'S PERFECTLY POLISHED BY OUR BELOVED PEOPLE AND THE ONES ABOVE.
HAVE I EVOLVED IN SOME WAY? ARISTOTELES SAYS WE PEOPLE DON'T DO THAT.
NO WAY, THAT'S WRONG, BUT WHERE ARE WE EVOLVING TO? TO SOMETHING GOOD OR MAY BE EXACTLY THE OPPOSITE.
I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT DEAD MAN'S FACE. I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING NOW, WAIT FOR ANOTHER CHANCE TO PROVE ME, AND FOLLOW MY HEART.

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